Time flies like the rythm of our lives
Kategori: Allmänt
Days passes like the seconds throughout a minute. Passes me by without my knowledge. Leaves me looking back wondering what happened.
Just a few years ago I was home in Arjeplog. I had the intentions to become an electrician and hopefully move to stockholm. But what was most important for me already then, first year of gymnasium, was to have a job when I graduated. And I graduated as an electrician with work starting monday after graduation. Life was treating me well and I thought I had everything I needed. Work, friends, family and all those things that matters the most.
Now, one and a half year after graduating, I am sitting here in Leixlip ,just outside Dublin Ireland, I'm on my third job. I got unemployed after beeing an electrician due to that the company didn't have enough work. But I was not unemployed for long. Pretty soon I was working in the hardwarestore back in Arjeplog. I enjoyed it. The workingdays were fun, well most of them anyways. I had my friends and my family and all those things. But something still was not right. What happened with my plans of moving away from arjeplog? Of moving to stockholm? Of seeing something new and "trying my wings"? Well as it turns out, stockholm got exchanged for Dublin and pretty soon after I started to feel the urge to do something, I found myself with an employment in Ireland. So I moved.
After coming here I know that it was the right thing to do, I'm feeling some kind of happiness I did not feel before, and I'm finding myself in a whole new way. I'm not saying this is where I want to spend my life. Just that this is where I want to spend some time to develop as a person, to see the world. But for tonight, and for alot of the nights that have been and are to follow. I wish I could be home. With all my friends, staying up through the nights talking, lying at home with someone in the phone speaking through the night. Having a totally unimportant conversation about something that nobody will ever care about. Those small day to day things that you have with your friends. I miss it.
Soon it's been two months here in Ireland, and I can honestly say that I don't know when I will be coming home even to visit. But I promise that when I do come home, we'll throw a sick party ! ;)
As I now am about to close my eyes I just want you all to know, not a day passes without me thinking of all my friends from Sweden, not a single day!
Got to hit the bed now though! Hope you all had a great weekend and I know this update is a little messy. But there is just so much going through my head right now. Wish I could tell you more about it, but first I need to straighten it out for myself!! Sleep well !
"Play your part, do your role"
Just a few years ago I was home in Arjeplog. I had the intentions to become an electrician and hopefully move to stockholm. But what was most important for me already then, first year of gymnasium, was to have a job when I graduated. And I graduated as an electrician with work starting monday after graduation. Life was treating me well and I thought I had everything I needed. Work, friends, family and all those things that matters the most.
Now, one and a half year after graduating, I am sitting here in Leixlip ,just outside Dublin Ireland, I'm on my third job. I got unemployed after beeing an electrician due to that the company didn't have enough work. But I was not unemployed for long. Pretty soon I was working in the hardwarestore back in Arjeplog. I enjoyed it. The workingdays were fun, well most of them anyways. I had my friends and my family and all those things. But something still was not right. What happened with my plans of moving away from arjeplog? Of moving to stockholm? Of seeing something new and "trying my wings"? Well as it turns out, stockholm got exchanged for Dublin and pretty soon after I started to feel the urge to do something, I found myself with an employment in Ireland. So I moved.
After coming here I know that it was the right thing to do, I'm feeling some kind of happiness I did not feel before, and I'm finding myself in a whole new way. I'm not saying this is where I want to spend my life. Just that this is where I want to spend some time to develop as a person, to see the world. But for tonight, and for alot of the nights that have been and are to follow. I wish I could be home. With all my friends, staying up through the nights talking, lying at home with someone in the phone speaking through the night. Having a totally unimportant conversation about something that nobody will ever care about. Those small day to day things that you have with your friends. I miss it.
Soon it's been two months here in Ireland, and I can honestly say that I don't know when I will be coming home even to visit. But I promise that when I do come home, we'll throw a sick party ! ;)
As I now am about to close my eyes I just want you all to know, not a day passes without me thinking of all my friends from Sweden, not a single day!
Got to hit the bed now though! Hope you all had a great weekend and I know this update is a little messy. But there is just so much going through my head right now. Wish I could tell you more about it, but first I need to straighten it out for myself!! Sleep well !
"Play your part, do your role"
